Countdown to November 15, 2013 - Part II

assalamualaikum wbt.

Hari ni dah 13hb November 2013. Lagi dua hari.

Dua hari.

Countdown to November 15, 2013.

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Hari ini 12hb November 2013. Lagi tiga hari. 

Tiga hari. 

Welcome home.

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Kahkahkah aku baru perasan satu benda ni. Banyak mana pun sosial media aku ada, kalau hati gundah gulana, blog jugak aku cari. 

Blog, aku sayang kau. Sejak 2009 ni hoi. Dah lima tahun kot. The longest relationship I have. :)

Terjatuh lagi.

assalamualaikum wbt.

Yep, aku terjatuh lagi. Oh ya, ni bukan terjatuh longkang ke apa tapi terjatuh hati. Aku terjatuh lagi. And I'm falling hard. 

Serious aku taknak jatuh-jatuh ni. Malaslah. Dah la baru je let go orang tu. Dah let go terus niat taknak dah involve benda-benda gini. Nak fokus dalam apa yang aku buat sekarang. Mungkin lagi dua tahun aku baru fikir balik pasal benda-benda ni. 

Tapi kalau dah Dia nak suruh kita terjatuh ni, terjatuh la jugak. Aku tak sangka sebenarnya aku boleh terjatuh dekat lelaki ni. Baru seminggu jumpa pulak tu. Dari first day jumpa, aku tak boleh tidur, tak boleh makan. Takde selera. Mula-mula aku pelik, kenapa ni. Keadaan di mana aku tak berselera makan adalah sangat pelik sebab aku ni perut tak payah cakap. Kapasiti macam ikan paus kot. 

Bila jadi macam ni, aku terus teringat masa aku putus cinta dua tahun lepas. Keadaan yang lebih kurang sama tapi tak ada rasa sakit. Tapi diganti dengan rasa bahagia dan takut. Masa tu lah baru aku faham yang aku ni dah terjatuh. 

Haih, jatuh dengan lelaki yang ni banyak risikonya. Aku dah tahu pengakhirannya takkan elok. Tapi hati aku ni nak jatuh jugak. Hati, tolong jangan jatuh boleh tak? Penatlahhhhhhh

Awak, saya taknak jatuh dekat awak. Seriously. Sebab saya tahu akhir dia macam mana. Tolong buat saya tak terjatuh balik please. 

Jatuh kali ni lain macam. Tak pernah terjatuh sampai tiga, empat hari tak boleh makan nasi. Hey, nasi tu makanan ruji saya tahu?

*Tuhan, aku tak mintak Kau tarik rasa ni. Tapi aku mohon Kau redakan rasa ni. Sebab dengan kadar rasa yang sekarang ni, aku tak rasa aku cukup kuat untuk ada rasa ini. 

Quotes.

assalamualaikum wbt.

"All I see are girls talking about how 'real' boyfriends have to be sweet, caring, emotionally supportive, good at communicating, prioritizes her, and overall treating her like a  princess. But no one talks about what a 'real' girlfriend does. 

A 'real' girlfriend is someone who is there for their man, through good and bad times. A real girlfriend does not expect to be treated like a princess, but still treats her boyfriend like a prince. A real girlfriend does not depend on her boyfriend for everything, but instead works with him as a team. She might even send him a text at 3 am in the morning when he's sleeping, telling him how blessed she is to have him. A real girlfriend tries to be emotionally strong for the relationship, because she knows her boyfriend also needs a shoulder to lean on too at times. A real girlfriend tells her boyfriend what's wrong, instead of sulking or throwing tantrums. A real girlfriend does not demand, she compromises. A real girlfriend should act like a woman, not like a little girl who needs to be pampered 24/7.

Lastly, a real girlfriend does not talk bad about her boyfriend to her friends, because she knows her friends should never have any doubt that her partner is the best person in her life.

Girls always talk about how a guy will never know he's got a good girl until he's lost her. Unfortunately, a lot of girls will never know she's got a good man until she's lost him as well.(@sfqomhz)"

*found this on twitter today. Kinda interesting, don't you think?