RIP MH17

assalamualaikum wbt.

After five months of MH370 disappearing, Malaysia has encountered another aviation tragedy. The crashes of MH17 from Amsterdam to Kuala Lumpur is really a devastating news. It breaks every Malaysian's hearts especially after the accident with MH370. 

I couldn't say much as I am not an expert. I could only pray for the victims' souls to rest in peace and the calamity granted to the families affected. I read a news saying a lady lost her brother through MH370 accident and this time, she lost a stepdaughter in MH17. That just breaks my heart even more. 

This is the second time this year I shed my tears to strangers. I pray there won't be a third.  

Goodnight dear passengers of MH17. May you all rest in peace. May God The Almighty bless your souls. And, be strong dear families. We, Malaysians, stand right behind you. 

#JusticeForMH17

Hey awak.

Hey awak. Thank you for being a complete asshole.

Thank you for giving me a reason to hate you. I've spent months searching for it.

Oh well, it's official then.

I hate you. With every atom I have in me.

To err is human. To forgive, divine.

assalamualaikum wbt.

Hey blog. It has been a while. 

Anyway, these few days, it has been viral regarding the case of a lady ran amok with an uncle who happened to bang her car from behind. And today (17th July 2014), Fly FM scheduled an interview session with both of them. 

What I can say from the interview: 

The uncle has the biggest heart. He's willing to forgive the lady even though she'd made major damage to his car, banging his car with the steering lock. Oh, the world is scarce of this kind of people. How I wish we can try to be like him. Then, the world will be a much better place.

It is already a big thing when you're willing to admit your mistakes and say sorry. Kudos, Kiki. Thank you for admitting your mistake and apologize. Not only to Uncle Sim but to whole Malaysian. Let this be a lesson to you and to other people out there. Being in rage and acted upon it rarely produces a good consequences. Let this be a big lesson life wanted to teach you. 

Oh well, control your anger. As you will always regret what you say or do while in rage. Control yourself and be a big person. 

In need of a single friend. ASAP.

assalamualaikum wbt.

Hari tu aku borak dengan kawan aku.  Ikuti inti sari cebisan perbualan kami:

Aku: Pid, mu bila nak nikah? 

Kawan: Lek ah luu. Tunggu dulu. Mu?

Aku: Aku ni calon pun nada, nak nikah celah mana? Haiyo. Hari tu I (salah seorang rakan kami) nikah. Mu tau?

Kawan: Aku tahu tapi aku tak sempat nak gi. Mu gi?

Aku: Mesti ah. Mati aku kena dengan budak tu kalau aku tak gi. Haha.

Kawan: Haha.

Aku: Weh, Pid. Gila ah. I dah menikah. H dengan U pun planning nak nikah. Tak tahun ni, tahun depan. Lepas tu tinggal aku seorang single. Wehhh, lepas ni aku nak lepak dengan siapaaaa?

Kawan: Cepat-cepatlah cari Fana. Buat teman mu. Hahaha

Aku: Tapi, takmo lagi. Haiyo.

Nampak tak kat situ? Dikelilingi oleh orang yang semua ber'double' ni buat aku tiba-tiba risau. Sebab nanti aku nak lepak dengan siapa? Dah la jenis suka kacau orang. Call orang malam-malam. Bila tengah weng, text ayat kasih sayang dengan diorang. Lepas diorang menikah, aku nak buat benda tu dengan siapa? Ah, sudahhh. 

Kena cari seorang kawan ni. Yang single. Buat back up plan bila diorang ni semua dah menikah. Hiks. 

#PrayForMH370

assalamualaikum wbt.

Now is a very excruciating time for us, Malaysian. The missing of plane MH370 is a shocking news which no one ever expected. Well, at least no one ever expect it to happen in our country. 

Up till this day, it has been eight days and yet the plane remained its missing status. I really cannot imagine what are the feelings of the families affected. Eight days with no news at all about their loved ones whereabouts. Oh, it's terrifying. 

Regardless, I know that our government is doing their very best to locate the plane as soon as possible. Please, Malaysian. Put some sense in you and be considerate before coming up with speculations and theories. The authorities are doing their job. Have a little respect, please.

Keep praying for them. Keep hoping that they're safe. Wherever they are. May everything will end soon. Help us, dear Lord. Help us in locating them. 

Closure.

assalamualaikum wbt.

Thank you for giving me a closure. I need it so I can slowly mend my heart. I will rise back. I know I will. And I know you know it too. 

Oh well, congrats for your engagement! Though it's few months late. Maafkan saya. Saya baru tahu. Hiks.

Oh ya, saya lupa nak cakap tadi. Saya sayang awak. Walau siapa pun awak bagi saya. So, tolong jaga diri. Saya tahu awak sekarang in a very bad place. Takpe. Saya tahu awak akan bangkit balik. Saya tahu. Tapi stress-stress pun, tolong jaga diri. Even kalau awak nak kumpul meals sampai malam, malam baru nak melantak gila-gila pun kalau boleh breakfast jangan tinggal. 

Heh. Kelakar gila bila saya merepek dekat awak kat sini. Macamlah awak baca kan? 

Pronunciations.

assalamualaikum wbt.

I really don't understand why people put too many question mark (?) or exclamation mark (!) at the end of the sentence. I can't stand them. You know, pronunciations are used to put some tone in your writing. If you're asking someone but you put many-many question marks at the end of your sentence, it's like you're scolding them. Same case with the exclamation marks, it's like you're yelling. And that is just annoying. Really.

Can't you just use them properly? I'm sorry but I tend to judge people with improper use of pronunciations. I assume they are immature. If not, you'll know the correct way of using those signs. 

Ah yes. Another trend is putting a space before the signs. For example, that's magnificent ! Okay, I am disgusted with myself even though I'm using it only as an example. What's the point of the space there? No point! Oh my God. People are senseless nowadays. Please dear God, put some sense in them. Please. 

*I have a friend who's using signs excessively and I really don't know how to say that I'm quite disturbed with it. I just hope she will learn it slowly as she's entering the corporate world now. 

Ex.

assalamualaikum wbt. 

Aku ni, kalau aku sayang, aku sayang betul. Tapi, kalau aku dah let go, memang aku let go betul. Sebab tu aku takde masalah nak kawan dengan ex aku. Kawan-kawan aku je yang ada masalah bila aku cakap aku kawan dengan ex aku. Macam perbualan antara aku dengan seseorang yang aku kenal:

Aku: Pelik ke kalau saya still kawan dengan ex saya? Saya dah takde rasa so saya tak kisah pun dia contact saya ke apa. Dia macam balik kepada masa berkawan sebelum couple dulu. Takde apa-apa rasa dalam hati. Nothing.

Dia: Tak pelik tapi tak ramai orang buat. 

Aku: Oo. Yelah, saya kan rare, sebab tu saya buat. 

Okay ayat last tu aku letak je. Hahaha

The Bucket List.

I wanna kiss you in the middle of Times Square, NYC. 

I love the thought of getting immersed in our own world while people are bustling around us. 

Aiskrim.

assalamualaikum wbt.

Malam-malam perut memanggil aiskrim. Cheat night. Aci kan? Hehe. Baiklah. Nanti saya ganti dengan jogging double dose. 

Ini salah satu perangai pelik aku sebenarnya. Aku akan jadi sangat-sangat mengidam aiskrim time tengah period pain. Memang perangai mintak penyakit. 

Emotional roller-coaster.

assalamualaikum wbt.

I've been extremely emotional these days. I can even cry while watching sitcoms. And cried even more watching it for the second time. And imagine me while watching the latest episode of The Originals where Davina, the sweet Davina died in it. I practically cried my eyes out that I'd got a headache that night. Gosh, this emotional roller-coaster I'm boarding.. When can I get off it? More importantly, since when I've been a cry-baby? Oh, I hate this. 

It's not that I against crying. Crying is completely okay for me. It's just that I'm not the type who cry easily. Sometimes I have to force myself to cry even when I'm sad enough to cry. Most of the times I have to go watch sad movies when I want to cry. Yeah, I need a catalyst to make me cry. Pfft. 

Oh, yes. All this crying? I blame it on hormones. Damn you hormones. Stop making me cry while watching Modern Family.

*gambar sumber dari sini.

Random Thoughts At Midnight.

assalamualaikum wbt.

It has been a month, I think, and I still can't get enough of Lana Del Rey. Hm, this is weird. Usually I will listen to the same song/same list of songs for two weeks, max. 

It's January. I have two more months. I hope by the end of February I won't find you linger in my mind anymore. I'm sick of it, really.

Last night I watched Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs 2. Couldn't get enough of those cute, adorable fruits. Ahh what a heaven would be to have them in the real world. 

I think my English has worsen. At this rate, I don't think I will even score average band 3 for MUET. Really, really need to read more English books. 

Oh yes, I found this in a bookstore recently. There you go. Another addition to my wishlist. Is there anyone kind enough to buy me this? For my birthday, perhaps? Oh, crap. It's nine months away. In the meantime it's better if I save my own money for it. 

Again, these are only my random thoughts before I hit the sack and call it a day. Er, goodnight! To whoever reading this. If there's anyone reading.