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Assalamualaikum w.b.t


What I write about might not be what I feel. It could be random. It could be about you, you or you. Or it could be about me. This is how I see the world. At least from what I saw through this thick spectacles.

:)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

suka dan tak suka

salam...
lm idup ni
de bnde y kite ske n de bnde y kite xske kn?
bnde y sy ske?
banyaaaaaak~
of korse la mkn hikhik
specially bnde y pedas
sgt ske tomyam y pedas dan masam
oh oh
mau tomyam~
erm....
can't think of anything else y saya ske skrg ni...huu
y saya xske?
first of all,saya xske pintu bilik saya trbuka
*rumate,plis take attention!hee*
bg saya bilik 2 tpt y sgt personal so org dr luar xberhak masuk or taw pe y de lm bilik saya unless diberi keizinan
pelik kn?
tp mmg saya xske pintu bilik saya trbukak
cket pn saya xske apatah lagi kalo sebesar2 alam die trbukak
then saya xske kalo org intai2 pe y saya wat ngn laptop saya
eh2 tgk ko py suda la
xyah la tgk ak py
then saya xske org pjuk saya time saya nangis unless saya y mtk dipujuk
sbb kalo de org pjuk saya akn mkin kuat nangis
so better leave me alone ble saya nangis

hee
xske ag byk dr ske
xpe2
sbnrny ske 2 sgt byk smpai xdpt nk pk
hehe

teman...

salam..
td dpt msg dr sum1..

msgny brbunyi gni:-
bila ingin berteman jgn pandang pd kelebihanny
kerna dgn 1 kekurangan kau akn menjauhiny...
jgn pandang kebaikan
kerna dgn 1 kelemahan kau akn membenciny...
jgn menguji ilmuny
kerna bila dia buntu kau akn menyisihny...
andai kau berteman terimalah dia seadany...
dia hanya seorg teman yang hanya seorg manusia seperti dirimu jua...(",)

**terima rakan anda seadanya dl jika anda mahu dr anda diterima seadanya...

alhamdu lillah...

salam...
alhamdu lillah...
setelah hmpir 5 bln saya kempunan mau mkn pizza
ari ni br dpt mkn...
huu
sronok2~
mkn smpai xley msuk prut da

y xley blah
bley plak furqan ckp
"aik,plik ni fana xabs mkn ni"
hukhuk
lately ni fana xde selera mkn sgt la furqan
so xplik sgt la kalo fana xabs pizza td
penah kot mkn 2 meals ngn nasi sbungkus jek
haha
jimat kn?
sbnrny xde selera nk abskn nasi 2
so smpn
da lapar nnt smbg mkn
y haruny
mkn kali ke2 pn xley abskn gk
huu
sumting wrong ke aku ni?

Monday, October 26, 2009

mampukah diriku menjadikan keadaan kembali seperti dl?
oh oh
saya xtaw
kamu
give me some time k?
jz let the time decides...
=)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

mimpi...

oh oh...
dgn bertimbun2 test n project smpt agik update blog yek...
adoi~
dah2
stdi2

btw
smlm sy mimpi...
huu
xtaw la mimpi 2 best ke x
tp y psti ia buat saya blushing *blushing2*
huu
oh oh
tolong la jgn angau oke!
hikhik

**furqan,tolong la jgn gtaw mimpi saya kt org len...malu la~*euww!!=p*
***i'm still blushing...nnt kalo jmpe dye cmne la ek...blushing jgk ke?huu

i'll be dying next wik

important events next week:
- test2 database system(monday)
- test2 data communication network(monday)
- object oriented programming project's presentation(wednesday)
- test3 object oriented programming(wednesday)
- business accounting debate(thursday)
- data communication network group project's presentation(thursday)
- quiz1 peer group counselling(thursday)

other important events:
- principle of finance group project's presentation(3rd november 2009,tuesday)
- test2 principle of finance(4th november 2009,wednesday)

oh oh...
semoga sumeny selamat~~
amiin.....

Thursday, October 22, 2009

seandainy

seandainy
masa bley diputar kembali
mahukah anda memutarny kembali?
seandainy
mistakes anda bley diundo
mahukah anda meng'undo'ny?
seandainy
anda bley dpt kembali pe y anda hilang dl
mahukah anda mndptny semula?

then i tell u dis
OWH
I DUN GIVE A DAMN OKE
i dun want to roll back the time kz the past is history n u have to learn from the past in order to become a better person
i dun want 2 undo my mistakes
kz again i learn how 2 live a life when doing mistakes over n over again
n yet i can kno people's real attitude 2wards mistake-doers
at least i can kno whether he/she is a really tru fren or not
i dun want 2 get back the things dat i lost kz lost things... i juz dun want them back k
let's buy new things 2 replace them
haha

orait
dis is a very merepek post
saya tensi
esok mau test
risau2
huu
da la td pintu blik trkunci
hancur musnah suda pintu bilikku
btw special gratitude 2 all my housemate kz tlg td
n of korse 2 dqeen kz berjaya menge'kick' pintuku hingga trbuka
tq korg~

*i dun give a single damn bout wat **** doing n wat da bloody hell **** smiling about. like i bloody care huh*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

please...

people
give me a break
please~!

if you're not the one-daniel bedingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

**lagu y sgt digemari sejak dari form 1

Monday, October 19, 2009

rindu rindu rindu

saya rindu~~
rindu akannya...
ari2 ntah nape sgt2 trigt kt die...
perasaan trigt 2 sgt2 kuat
ag kuat dr rasa trigt y sblmny
rpe2ny....
smlm p klas
kierah gtaw
"fana,abg pingu kim salam."
owh~
abg pingu~~
kesalny xp diner ari2
erm...
xde rezki nk jmpe abg pingu
huu
free2 je mata berair jap smlm
sbb trsgt rindu
oh
seriusly rindu akan abg pingu
bile bley jmpe ag ek...
insyaALLAH
de rezki jmpe la kn
mudah2an...
amiin...



*die xprasan gmbrny dikandid!hee*

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Hate (I Really Don't Like You)
Plain White T's

Love, love, love, love, love, love.
Woo !

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.

I really don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be ?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
(Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.

Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...(x2)

All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
(Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh... (x4)silent

I really don't like you... (x3)louder

**hate is a strong word..dun let me say dat i hate u...

***sronok dgr lagu ni...rse cm nk melompat2 je...hu

lelaki

kenapa mesti merana sbb laki?
kenapa mesti kita maafkan die lepas apa y die wat kt kita?
igtlah kawan
lelaki yang memudaratkan dr kita iaitu kononny org y disayanginya bukanlah org y trbaik buatmu
jika betul die menyayangimu
dia xkan sggp ntuk membenarkan kita mengeluarkan setitik mutiara pn deminya
dia xkn sggp membiarkn kita sakit kepala memikirkan dia
die xkn sggp memberi kita ketensionan yang melampau disebabkan olehny
oleh itu
sedarlah teman
dia bkn yang trbaik ntukmu
kerna aku sendiri
selaku temanmu tidak sggp untuk melihatmu sengsara hanya disebabkn oleh lelaki itu
maafkanku jika kiranya nukilanku ini menyakitkan hatimu
akan tetapi
aku tak bisa melihatmu berendam air mata hanya kerana lelaki itu
lepaskanlah dia
insyaALLAH
akan ada y lbey baek menantimu



**nukilan dr teman yang tidak sggp melihat temanny bersedih kerana lelaki...

Saturday, October 17, 2009

blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it?
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

**when my love for u was blind
but i couldn't make u c it...

my heart is broken enough dat i'm not sure either it will be mended one day or will it be forever broken



Friday, October 16, 2009

words that i longing to say now

- like i care!

- huh!

- ckp senang weyh nk wat???

- ko nk ak watpe sbnrny?

- BENCI weyh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

alamak~

alamak~
rasa itu dtg lagi....
cmne ek....
cmne nk sekat rasa itu dr dtg?
ideas any1??

rindu dtg....
tnpa diundang...
pelik
rasa y sepenuhny hilang dl tbe2 dtg kembali...

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Hadapi Dengan Senyuma-Dewa

(*)
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi…
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua…kan baik-baik saja

(**)
Bila ketetapan Tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah…
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff :
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

**hadapi dengan senyuman...smile~~ =)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

minta maaf

oke people,
how i wish to curse people!
igt ko sorg je ke y de prasaan??
saya xde???
oh,tolong la oke!!
btul la org ckp
wat baik sbyk mne pn, jz with a simple mistake
people will judge u as a bad person for the whole life
kamu,saya sedar sape dr saya...
i mean nothing 2 u...
dat's y u did this to me
oh PLEASE!!
GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!
U ****** ***!!!!

**maafkan saya ats post ini....sgt3 ingin maki org...tp saya xde skill untuk maki org....so saya maki blog saya jela ek...huu

Sunday, October 4, 2009

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YANG KE-19

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN!
huu...
post lmbt sehari....
xpelah....
xpenting pn....
harapan saya untuk umur ke-19 ini:
- saya nk epikn umi abh saya ngn bg kt diorg pe y diorg nk dr saya
- saya nk jd org yang lbey baek dr saya yang dl
- saya mau capai ape yang saya nk capai
- saya xnk sdey2 ag~*bak kate kak emma...jgn sdey2 ag~
- saya mau mencuba untuk suka ape y saya buat
- saya mau rse byk bnde ag
- saya mau gembira dismpg fmly n kwn2
- saya mau trus berada di jalan ini insyaALLAH
- semoga saya lbey dekat dgnNYA dr tahun sebelum ini...
amiin.....
tp saya jga nk mtk
untuk dibekukan dahulu hati ini dr menyayangi buat mse ini...

btw,hari ni(4hb Oktober) besday hanie....
selamat ulang tahun my dear fren!
semoga pjg umur murah rezeki....
semoga berjaya dlm apa yang diusahakan...
semoga sentiasa dlm perjuangan....
dan jge semoga dipertemukan dgn jodoh yang baik...^_^
amiin....


*saya dan hanie*