Happy 27th, dearest myself.

Today is my birthday. Oh well, technically it's yesterday as it's 3 o'clock in the morning of 4th October right now. I never bother much about birthdays. To me, it's just like the other day with an addition of few people wishing you well. Nothing more I'd like rather than being with family and friends. Though not in the same house, I'd prefer to be in the same country. (I was away in Melbourne last year during my birthday. Sad day.)

But, this year, I kinda anticipating it. I kinda hope to make it special cause somehow I have a particular someone that I wanna share the day with. 

Yet, again, I started my birthday with tears and despair. Yep, because that particular someone. We fought, I cried. I cried buckets. And just few days ago, I did not think that I can cry anymore. 

But, he kinda came around. Somehow persistent for me not having the worst birthday (after the one that I had when my first ex broke up with me just days before my birthday), he asked me for a dinner. My birthday dinner. Grateful that he wants to make things right, I picked to have it at Little Rara, my fav Thai Restaurant. 

And there's one time, he pointed to the TV behind me. 

"Is that Vivy?"

"Oh yeah, that's her." 

"Is she wearing a Duck?"

"Yeah. That's KL Duck." 

For some reasons, he found the topic of KL Duck interesting. He asked me if I have one. "Yep," I asnwered. "I have one in white." And I went on with my little story of my White KL Duck. 

Then we talked about something else. On the way home, I found out something. My heart shattered. But that one is in another post. 

In this post, I just wanna say thank you. I appreciate all the little things you did. And what I found in your car's boot just now, I never imagined it. I told you I don't need any presents. I just need you. And your smiles. And food, so dinner is more than enough. But this, I was speechless when I found out just now. 

Really. 

Thank you, baby. 

Oh, how I wish I can turn our story around. Just remove that one little hurdle we're facing. Cause I miss us. Us, without that trouble.