assalamualaikum wbt.
Jiwa kacau. Seriously. Sangat teringin pergi pantai. Nak tenung laut lama-lama. Nak biar angin laut tampar laju-laju pipi. Nak biar air laut merogol lembut kaki. Ah, kacaunya.
Inilah padahnya bila seorang loner terjatuh. Aku dah selesa dengan status loner aku tu yang kau tiba-tiba datang kenapa? Dan keadaan sekarang mengelirukan aku.
Serious aku tak tahu apa yang betul, apa yang salah. Mungkin aku in denial. Aku keep telling myself that I am okay. That you're okay. Which deep down I know this is not okay. None of these are okay.
You're hurting my pride. And I don't like it. No. I despise it. Nobody can mess with my pride and get away with it. Nobody.
Not even you.
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